Sunday, July 30, 2006

Deep Gratitude

My deep gratitude to Dr. Klinghardt for sharing his life's work experience. Your experience is helping me to understand my own healing system, my clients and myself better.

The Vertical Healing System: the 5 Levels of Healing
by Dr. Dietrich Klinghardt, M.D., PhD

The five levels of healing: A guide to diagnosis and treatment

Sunday, July 23, 2006

Door to reality

Door to reality

Stop the world
within a whirlwind of emotion,
whose job it is take you away from reality.
Exit thought - Stop the world.
Watch from the eye of the storm
how the whipping internal winds revel in chaos,
in stirring the dust,
in obscuring the scene.
And then - Self remembering.
Become the state
of Self.
Then look again
to the eye
to the winds
to the instigator of this inner storm.
Look again and see
it's yours, but not you.
Your gut is wrenched,
your mouth open and taught with pain,
your eyes pressed and overflowing.
You weep.
And then Self remembering.
Feel yourself the channel of the pain.
Is it yours?
But it's not you.
Then remember yourSelf.
Without thought,
as Essence.
And then,
bring your attention to the instigator of the storm.
Only then can you see reality.
Only then is love.

Saturday, July 22, 2006

Hey America, is this what you call FREEDOM?

Hey America, is this what you call FREEDOM?
The state telling you that you must follow their idea of therapy for your disease?

Teen loses fight to use alternative cancer treatment

Friday, July 21, 2006; Posted: 7:53 p.m. EDT (23:53 GMT)

NORFOLK, Virginia (AP) -- A judge ruled Friday that a 16-year-old boy fighting to use alternative treatment for his cancer must report to a hospital by Tuesday and accept treatment that doctors deem necessary, the family's attorney said.

The judge also found that Starchild Abraham Cherrix's parents were neglectful for allowing him to pursue alternative treatment of a sugar-free, organic diet and herbal supplements supervised by a clinic in Mexico, lawyer John Stepanovich said.

Teen Fights To Treat Cancer His Way

Should 16-Year-Old, Family, Be Able To Pursue Alternative Treatments?

CHINCOTEAGUE, Va., July 9, 2006

Starchild Abraham Cherrix looks out a window as he ponders a question during an interview at his home in Chincoteague, Va., Monday, June 26, 2006. Cherrix, who has Hodgkin's disease, refused a second round of radiation, turning to an organic diet and herbal supplements to treat his cancer. (AP)

(AP) Three months of chemotherapy last year made Starchild Abraham Cherrix nauseated and so weak that at times the tall, skinny teenager had to be carried by his father because he couldn't walk.

So when he learned in February that the cancer was active once again, he balked when doctors recommended another round of the drugs, as well as radiation.

"I think it would kill me the second time," said Abraham, who instead turned to a sugar-free organic diet, herbs and visits to a clinic in Mexico to treat his Hodgkin's disease, a cancer of the lymph nodes.

On Monday, Abraham and his family will be in juvenile court for a closed hearing to determine whether the 16-year-old can make his own medical decisions — and whether he can keep living with his parents and four siblings on Chincoteague, an island off Virginia's Eastern Shore.

A social worker had asked a judge to require Abraham to continue conventional treatment, and in May the judge issued a temporary order finding Jay and Rose Cherrix neglectful for supporting their son's choice to pursue alternatives.

Judge Jesse E. Demps also ordered the parents to share custody of Abraham with the Accomack County Department of Social Services; they face losing custody completely.

"It's scary that they can come in and they can do this to you," said Jay Cherrix, who runs a kayak business next door to the family's home.

"It's hard enough to deal with a child having this disease, and then to have to deal with this (court case) as if we were criminals ...," Cherrix said, his voice trailing.

Barry Taylor, Abraham's attorney, said the case could set a precedent allowing social workers to intervene in any situation in which they disagree with a family's decisions about medical treatment.

Mary E. Parker, director of the social services department, said she could not discuss Abraham's case because of privacy laws.

In a similar case, the parents of 13-year-old Hodgkin's disease patient Katie Wernecke won the right in November to make all her medical decisions after a court fight with child welfare officials in Corpus Christi, Texas. While doctors had recommended chemotherapy and radiation, her father favored intravenous vitamin C.

(AP) Hodgkin's disease is considered very treatable through conventional means and has a five-year survival rate of at least 80 percent, according to the Lymphoma Information Network.

Abraham was diagnosed last summer after he found a knot on his neck that turned out to be a swollen lymph node full of cancer cells. Tests revealed he also had a tumor near his windpipe.

To undergo chemotherapy, he made repeated visits to the nearest children's hospital, two hours away in Norfolk.

In December, Abraham learned there were no more active cancer cells. After active cancer cells were spotted again two months later, doctors wanted to give him massive amounts of chemo, plus radiation, Abraham and his parents said.

"They wanted to bring me to the brink of death, then bring me back, try to restore me with stem cells," said Abraham, who is home-schooled and has a brother who is autistic and a sister who needs back surgery.

Abraham and his parents researched alternative medicine and heard about the Hoxsey treatment of liquid herbal supplements and a diet heavy on fresh fruits and vegetables. The treatment used to be available in the United States but proponents moved their clinic from Texas to Mexico in the early 1960s after repeated clashes with federal authorities.

Rose Cherrix said she supports her son's decision to follow this approach because he is mature and thoughtful.

Cherrix now administers herbs to his son four times a day, carefully decanting into a small measuring glass a dark elixir with ingredients such as licorice and red clover. Father and son also pray together before Abraham drinks the concoction.

Jay Cherrix said he is not worried about Abraham using the method and will keep fighting for his son's right to continue it, even though he estimated medical and legal costs have helped put the family $100,000 (euro78,300) in debt.

"I am worried because he has cancer," Cherrix said. "It's the responsibility of all parents, when their children are sick, to get them the best care that they possibly can."

"When Abraham got cancer, it devastated all of us," he continued. "I carried him in from the (chemotherapy) treatments and he looked as if he was a survivor from a concentration camp. We thought many nights we were going to lose him."